so i have been in cambridge for approximately 6 months.

 chesko got married yesterday. today my head and feet hurt. all is as it should be.

the closer i get to moving the more desolate phoenix is starting to feel. i really thought these last few months would make me sad to go; leave me clutching to the cactus and the 100 something degree heat. instead, everyday i wish i were more gone.

it's finally starting to get hot here. highs are between 104 and 109 this week which will be good for swimming. i have been swimming a lot which is weird because i don't think i had been swimming in about 3 years. i likes it a lot.

my roommate is being crazy. slamming doors, barely speaking to me. i think im supposed to take these as cues that she's mad- but i just dont have the energy to deal with it. maybe it's just me, but i feel like if there is something bugging you, it's your responsibility to bring it up. im not going to go sleuthing just so she can tell me to do the dishes or some dumb shit.


my dad is in the hospital. he has been moody as all hell once he realized it wasn't a short-term thing. i should make him and my roommate hang out.

my boyfriend is the best. he sleeps too much but cuddles enough. he's got a silly beard and a caveman forehead. im very excited for us to move. want to see a picture of our place in cambridge?

 

 you are poetry's own katy perry-
the equivalent of two high school girls making out at a party for attention.

 gah. just got into the hotel in abq.  



i do not  want to go to this wedding.

 so im moving to boston in august. i know like  2 people. it will be scary. but on the upside- im road tripping there in a uhaul, which will be awesome in a  very cliched "im gonna drag all my shit cross-country to start over new" kind of way.

 i see that there is slam drama. 

it seems like it's clearing up. this is good. 

i just wish we could all rally around shitting on Apollo, because i feel like that's something everyone can get down with.


mostly i miss you friends all over. how are you guys?

 i have not written in 8 months. it makes me   eh.

 dear ross,

i have been loving your posts.

love, kelsey

 my brother is engaged.


fuck that