so essentially im pretty sure i cannot attract any normal boys. healthy relationships is not something that gets to happen to me. instead, i have assholes that would make their lives so much easier if they would just tell the truth, but instead CHOOSE TO LIE.

both the other girl and i said we would have forgiven him/let things go easy if he would have just told the truth.

instead he turned us both into liars, which is funny considering the tangled web he's weaved.




i guess more than anything, i just feel dumb. and more than that, i feel lonely. because he was my one escape from this whole single thing, and now i dont even have that, not to mention the friend thing to boot.



basically: im dumb, he's dumb, i should have listened to my friends who all hate him, im glad the other girl is pretty fucking baller, im still lonesom and i know he won't learn a thing from the whole experience.



i guess im just not meant to date.